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  • Listening to: BFG division (DOOM ost)
  • Eating: Chicken ramen noodles
  • Drinking: Someone's tears
Okay so I've been more depressed and anxious than usual. Anxiety often feels like there's a herd of angry bulls about to attack you at any moment but there's no proof it's a herd of angry bulls and there's no chance it'll happen- oh but the bulls will get you. Somehow. Maybe smother you with a pillow at night. I often scorn against people lying about self-diagnosed mental illnesses- especially when they are doing it for attention. At the rate I am going with this though, I'll be to hell and back. I probably will stop posting art for a while because of my anxiety screaming in one ear:

"You'renotgoodenoughYou'renotgoodenoughYou'renotgoodenoughYou'renotgoodenoughYou''renevergoingtogetagoodcareerPeopledon'tlikeyouanywaysWhataboutinanothernumberofyearsYoudon'thaveenoughtimeYou'renotsmartenoughYou'renotthesmartkid..."

I feel helpless. I'm not sure if there's true coping mechanisms but it's harsher often after times where I can show my best. I mean, I'm good at making lists and pointing out what I'm bad at, so that's a start. It doesn't feel like I'm getting enough help as is, nor does it feel like I'll get anywhere in life because of where I'm at.

Maybe it's just me.

I'll be back and when I am I'll post something for you all to know.
Tryna get my dirty mitts on 3 month core, problem is I only have 90 points left till it! I'm happy to do some quick pixel comms. No set price. The more you pay in points, the more you get from it.
:D Pixel art GIF practice (NOT f2U!) by Bezrail

9980 by BezrailGift for Galian by Bezrail Pink boi by Bezrail


:icondracostryx:

Kind of searching for 7+ marking dragons. Any breed, and bio, any gender. Preferably with colour mods and/or something in this list of markings; Cloud, Unders, Scorch, Faded, Sunrise, Tabby, barring, Midnight, flecking.

Offering a large amount of AP (up to 75+ AP if the genos are pretty good) and/or 1-14 rolls included.
Note: I will give him a visual reference when I have time

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KASUVWK VILE HANDLER REFERENCE

- [ ASHA MRIN ] -

Nickname/s: Ash, Burbur
Age: 36
Gender: male

Race: Halfling-Elf mixture
Height / Weight: 152cm (4'10'') / 48kg (105.8 lb)
Build: Skinny, underweight, underfed. Tends to struggle with hauling weights greater than his own.
AppearanceMany scars are laid upon his back from floggings. He sports small, shallow scars over his face, especially on his cheeks. Grey eyes, included with light brown-grey hair, the most elf-ish feature to him is slightly long, pointed ears.
Other / Niches: He hates eating salt meats

Magic: not magic sensitive
Rank: Baron
Primary village: Osma
Personality

◇ Friendly   
Aside from his shocking appearance, Asha reserves himself to try socialize- even if it doesn't turn out so well when talking to members outside of the Vile.  

◇ Logical   
Tending to think ahead, Asha adopted strategic thinking when he left the kingdoms. At first it was for survival; kill or be killed. He had no raw strength to attack or defend against enemies, instead branching into bureaucracy, leadership, and overall slithering into the cracks unnoticed by his peers.

◇ Cynical / Distrustful   
Seemingly friendly and open, Asha cannot trust anyone behind their backs. Delusional about unknown faces, other parties; he views them as potential threats until they prove themselves for no harm. Asha has gone so far into this pathway he doesn't trust the lower members of the Vile, often taking their words with a pinch of salt. A historical reason was due to the child packs he lived in whilst he was 5-12 years old. He often got caught, set up, and jumped. This could also be where his skinnyness originated from.

◇ Hardened, sarcastic, sour mouthed.   


History: wip
Items
Short sword (1 ft), "Eregr."
Other: n/a

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 - [ STRYXES ] -
In-game, not in lore yet.

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I'm making a Flock and we need one more member before we can send in an application XD The lore goes the flock is set in high reaches of the mountains (rarely comes down to lower grounds). The flock is spread out between several villages in those alps, and hold several meetings every week or so. They're sort of protectors in the villages, but some may differ otherwise.

Comment below if you're interested! We really need just one more person.
  • Listening to: Deadmau5 - gg
My jimmies are violently rustled.

Not so called "art" but I'll call it that. I just noticed it. And this person has been inactive for 33 weeks. So maybe they've been called out, or they've made a new account, anything. alphablooddragon.deviantart.co… has been a ""friend"", they were just there. But really, the ""drawings"" they do are just black and white photographs. It's a warning, that's for sure.

Their deviation;


Google's reply





Now, I wouldn't try go call them out now, because their account is ded. But i'd keep an eye out for this again. This simply isn't a really good copied drawing. Because their latest deviations are of lesser quality.

[i]: sprout pixel  Bezrail  [i]: sprout pixel 


Player level: 1
Aura Points: 0

{ C h a r a c t e r s }

None so far

 
(biome badges)

{  A r t w o r k }

None so far!
I don't even know how I've survived all this lol. Commissions, 4 ARPGS, animal husbandry, also on top of an art trade comin up.

So I've decided to help out :iconbioformia-arpg: , if you haven't noticed nor seen. But they need attention, active admins in fact. The species is going through a possible over haul. The lore is going through a second time. We just need people that can help with everything (mostly the mechanics!) and being extremely vocal and active! :D We have a discord, so just note me and ask to be an admin~
Closed / killed off for now


Handler/Rider/Companion: Cota


Admin links


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If you want to commission Pixel art, go to my Profile.

I'll only do two commissions a month... Sorry. I don't want to put that much stress on myself, even with school and other things on top.

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Rules are as followed;
- Note me about commissions, with the form filled out below. I will ignore if there's no form filled out.
- No NSFW
- I can do anthropomorphics.
- I won't do commercial work
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
- You may not take off the credit of the image, or do crap like that.


Form


Type of commission;
Description (Detailed);
Other;

If the character has a reference, put a link in. Don't say "Oh look in my gallery hue hue" cuz I'm too lazy.

Types


Shit Sketch
50Points
(Imagine crappy scribbles)

Flat lined
200-300 Points 

Axie by BezrailFleshpotato by Bezrail




Shaded Headshot
500-600Points 

Pretty boey by Bezrail


Shaded Full body
900Points 

Anxious by Bezrail


Scene
1200Points 

Don't worry! by BezrailMini me by Bezrail


By hour drawings


For every hour, 500Points
I may add a few more minutes to finish up the drawing.

Don't ever talk to me or my kids again by Bezrail
When people comment on your ARPG animals more than your actual art ;o;

Handler/Rider/Companion: N/a


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Bullet; Red = Postponed
tick  = Finished 

  1. Airaki Species Ref sheet (Closed species) Bullet; Red  
  2. Finish off Toko activites (Sketches) Bullet; Red 
  3. Redo existing comic pages 1-5 tick 1/2 

For those who are concerned with my little crap comic, I'm slowly getting a few pages done at a time. Here's a snip of a page DX
Eergedcgdfsafhafds by Bezrail

Happy now? pf
  • Watching: Sips plays skyrim Series
  • Eating: Left over cake
  • Drinking: Lemon cordial
Guys? *Echoes*
Crap by Bezrail

Hmm... Um... There's been no problems with Sai before, besides tablet compatibility which was fixed easily. What... What do I do with this?

Handler/Rider/Companion: None


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This is a pretty... Common thing. To have a list. You guys can comment down on this list and I'll add to it. To spread publicity on how many art thieves really are out there. I don't think I have my own art thieves, or you do (...Yet!), let's just hope for the best that it won't happen DX Atm I've found one, I'm putting it down. Please, comment below with your thieves! XD

Tips on spotting art thieves:
Varying of crap - amazing art styles
No other proof or links to any other of their work
Simply google image at least the most HD image there to see how many results there are

The list


Bullet; Red = RED ALERT!

DistractingWolves
Damn, even their Profile picture is a commission Grypwolf did a while ago!

starthekillerbengirl
A bit of proof- Thanks Kittazzi !

algaewafer
 Thanks Kittazzi !

YamilovesYugi654
Thanks Ientina1234 !

LuckyTeddyBear

MuchBlock10 Bullet; Red 
Thanks ToxicChicken48 !

Greenninjamorro
 Thanks @ToxicChicken48 !

skasine293 Bullet; Red 

SLHAnimeArts

Wsdea02dseab


Decided to make a quick journal to do things with... if that even makes sense.

Anyone know these terms?

Comment below with the answers lol
  • Kiribian. (I'm confused so much by it.)
  • Guest artist (adoptables,  original species term thingie)

ALSO, I have recently enquired 50$ NZ bucks.... And I don't know what to do with it. 50 NZD = 37.13 USD. Because over here we're somehow poor. Should I.... commission someone with money? Anything? EBay some stuff?
Going to be away on holiday for a week. Starting at 25th of July. I won't respond to anything you throw me, so yea.

Also going to be away for two three ish days when this is sent cuz personal reasons.